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Hello and Greetings

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Welcome my friends.  After a rather harrowing  period which saw a downward spiral of suicidal thoughts and self hate I am taking the positive steps to heal. For years I have been suppressing my shame, pain, violence, debauchery,  promiscuity, vices and my fucked up family.  The energy taken to suppress and play normal has had a huge effect on me and I want to be free from the past.  Now ready to release my sins and heal, I thought a fabulous healing process would to be to finally share my inner thoughts and experiences. Over the next one hundred days I will expell one demon at a time…… xoxo

My dear friend….

My dear friend, may we bathe in the moon light while walking the Moors.

Frolic in the sweet jasmine scent whilst embracing ours amours.

Tumble down hills with laughter amongst the autumn falling leaves.

Cruise in a baby blue Cadillac with fluttering hair made by the breeze.

Capture lit summer days with endless screaming tears of joy.

Explore exotic dark nights whilst you watch me banging my toy.

Our mask

We wear a mask to bury our shame,

And sometimes to be appear the same.

Each morning we find our dress,

And that mask to cover our awful stress.

We walk amongst our friends and peers,

Dreading the mask won’t hide our fears.

We wear the mask to obscure that pain,

All this pretending is done in vain.

Who is brave enough to shine,

And have no mask and be just fine.