Beneath the heavens

Love froze in my heart by the dormant mother imposed. The body lies still beneath the cold Winter’s snows. Silence exposed, silence erodes, secrets whisper cry dark sorrows. So somber my soul, so empty my heart, watery orbs streams my harrows. Who lays at the grave, who avoids all fear. Underneath the cold baron earthContinue reading “Beneath the heavens”

A modern day exorcism

This year is about evicting demons  and other spiritual entities  from my life in this modern world. Slowly but surely banishing old bad habits, filthy arse friends, bad family and haunting dark memories is coming second nature. While some actions require soul searching, being honest with myself and many hours with my therapist, other actions toContinue reading “A modern day exorcism”

Teen pregnancy and homeless

Today I celebrate my eldest sons birthday, he is 25 years old. I thought the day would feel joyous but instead I reflected and cried. My tears are for all my struggles and adversity that I have faced. It was 25 years ago that I was made homeless, kicked out of the family home forContinue reading “Teen pregnancy and homeless”

When running away is the only way.

Three and half years ago my husband and I uprooted our family to start a new life half way across the world. The decision was out of necessity to safeguard our own children. My parents are always trying to hustle us, our friends and anyone who comes into our circle. They have used and abusedContinue reading “When running away is the only way.”